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I Never Worry

by Ruy

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1.
Hanging on by a thread Could've been titanium But your grip isn't shit if your gonna sweat Looking down below Now everything seems so small Nothings malleable And nothings perfect Never wanted to be a shadow Looking at the lights not better then nothing You can be something That's hard to see And I don't want to be that thing Running after you Looking down below Have to let somethings just go Maybe it's durable Everything turns into a joke Perfect timing The flaws were perfect Never wanted to be a shadow And wasn't planning to fall in love This year I had this feeling Things were gonna change And I will never be that man Running out on you
2.
Black Rocks 04:02
Those days never ending Windows looking in to long Almost found a reason And suddenly it was gone Sure fooled everybody in the shallow, Black Rocks Momentary faces Last forever When there caught You Don't need that anchor When you want to get lost Sure fooled everybody in the shallow, Black Rocks And old question marks pollute the air Be afraid but don't turn away Hearing warning through a wooden door Always looking for exits signs alone And it's a shame you don’t dive anymore It’s so deep And you’re dangling your feet I think I’m gonna to pull you in If you can’t find a reason I will
3.
I was born again for a couple of days Until I fell face first in sin It’s so hard to be a good guy So I drank and I laughed Until the sun fell down again Don’t know where I was going All I know is I’m headed towards Getting my hands on that floating apple I know I can get it Got have one If I keep on going Don’t know why I’m just so Hungry for one I know I can get it if I run I’m a rookie cliché going on 30 something Still trying to give a damn But that’s ok with me a got a great deal From those weights that I called dreams
4.
Blame Faith 05:33
Nothing but a snake in her Should just creep on out of there Somethings in the way Something nebulous And it's just enough to scaring it to stay Deciding to sleep on it Not done so easily Maybe it's to late Never surfacing Drowning from tender honesty All I know is I await to never wait again But you have the eyes on angel A color I still haven't made And I don't know if I can be happy Without sinking my teeth in this world And if I die from starvation it's because My patience was faith. Or is this just a dream Because now it's not so clear I think that i'm doing the right thing Today and tomorrow it's one thing I should follow Then why does yesterday seem like mistake.. I am hearing primordial sounds It surrenders everything now Should I follow the trail that it's left for me Should I swallow that hunger and never eat Should I risk those eyes and never find That color that saved my life It was faith
5.
I had it all figured out I'd fill your ears and catch an eye or two But I think I need a little push Or maybe I'm out fuel So maybe I need a ride too There's nobody listening in this room No one cares, and drinks So I don't need any of you To give me a ride To give me a little push Cause it's easy to pretend that your dead It depends though how long you can hold your breath If you’re not a professional yet Well I wouldn't worry, But I never worry I'm just trying to live the best I can With what I have and what I know will last
6.
t's early, but it's way to late To wake her, to ask her again She'll tell me the world is the same. That root's weak, And I'm going to me for myself By digging till it's sunny That's funny, how I'm somebody else.. Your email has made you brave You type words that you wanted to say And I've noticed that I have changed I'll say things now right to your face I love you but I hate you too It's so true, how I'm somebody else. I'm somebody sane Facing the wrong way The right way waits. I use to think that I was brave Now I know I'm just an idiot Who stares at stars And thinks they'll show the way
7.
Save your breath experience Cannot change what’s permanent So there can never be a start But you went on and on There’s no such thing You’re making your words manifest Save that in your memory bank And pay attention more Because it’s cheaper then replacing all those bandages And when you finally find what you’re looking for Don’t be frightened of being happy Increments to equal signs Never seems to add up right Without that valuable side To see her one day When it’s too late Integrated or missing Adding up and happily It’s such a vivid dream And better then the one I made for myself And when I finally find what you’re looking for Not so certain, hope it’s worth it It’s such a stubborn cusp With nothing but a grip and bad habits So when you finally find what you’re looking for Don’t be frightened of being happy
8.
Your patience was priceless But you created a monster A monster with a nightmare So peaceful With no-one to scare A monsters nightmare So peaceful And Never Unkind So I pulverized the land today So nothing grows there again I spread the salt all over this failed ground But it heals The green starts to rise all the gray retreating on a windy day Your's going to end up losing Something once or twice And the world is not hiding behind your eyes I’m sorry, so sorry For moments were starving there starving There a silence You know that you can never ignore There was no sound brave enough So I pulverized my heart today So nothing grows there again I spread the salt all over this failed love But it heals And I can't change my life The worlds not big enough To run away this time You’re going to end up losing Someone once or twice And the world is not hiding behind your eyes Now it's mine Miseries paleness Misery hasn’t failed me yet No it’s never failing No it's never helping So I pulverized my heart today So nothing grows there again But it’s there again
9.
Lucky barbed charm ruined all of my pockets Self portraits done Did it with a punch and a broken mirror It’s way to late Healing any damaged skin tissue Stop trying to be, who you were It's who you are now It’s nice to dream So desperate for reality lessons So far who cares About those palpitation warnings There was this feeling When you got close the beat got loud Now there’s no suspense to bear. I was so proud to jump right in So you can spit me out Now I’m just lost with out you Blood is always busy traffic Always moves along It hasn’t been the same though Since That heart turned upside down

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released July 20, 2017

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